Ok. Today is Tuesday, October 16. I went to a meeting tonite, yay! First one in two weeks. That's not good. I have been having a lot of trouble figuring out how to balance my life. I have been spending a lot of time doing stupid bullshit around the house and not getting my work done. I've also been very busy during the weekdays and too tired to go to meetings at night. Then on weekends I get really lazy. It's not helping me. I am gonna be totally slammed starting next week and it's not gonna get any better before the end of the semester, only worse. And, I have to go out of town the weekend before the last week of school, which is really gonna fuck me. I need to get it together and get some discipline. I suck at that.
Anyway, I'm very excited about coming home this weekend. So far I've got it planned to drive down Friday night, check in to the Highland Inn. Then, Saturday morning my mom and I are going out to Marietta to get our hair done. I will get mine chopped off and then get my color done. Then, I'm gonna try to get back in time to get to L5P for The Seraphix, who are playing before the parade. Then, I'll do the parade. Later, I'll go to the 8pm E Atl meeting, which I am SO excited about! I do wish I could make it to the 545 on Friday but I don't even get out of class until 5pm Atlanta time so that's just not gonna work out unless I learn to teleport. So I'm really excited about getting to my home meetings! Then, I'm having lunch with my sponsor on Sunday, which I am also very excited about. I don't even know when the last time was that I saw her. It's been a while. I should call her more often. If I was someone else, I would say I'm working a shitty program lol. But I'm sober, so I guess that's the point? I dunno. I feel guilty about all the slacking I've been doing in all these different areas of my life. Maybe this is just an adjustment semester for me. I guess. I dunno. Probably I'll get into the swing of things.
So that's about it. I have two midterms Friday, then I leave. Then I have two papers/presentations due the following Friday which I have not started, and I will not have the weekend to do them. I'm pretty fucked in that regard. Dunno how I'm gonna work that out. I guess I'll just have to not sleep much or something, which I'm really bad at.
Ok, so I'm gonna go study and go to sleep. I have 8:30 am class tomorrow. Ta ta!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Saturday, October 6, 2007
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Ok, sorry. I know. Wow long time since my last post. Get ready for stream of consciousness..
Got the kittens, they are adorable. Had em for a week. I will try to find our cameras, take pictures and then post them before they get too big. Bought a wireless router today at Costco. Will try to set that up soon, too. Going to the Titans-Falcons game tomorrow with my mom and plan to root for the Titans. This town is lame and pretty ghetto and has no good food. I went to the Vandy game last week with my friend Emily from school and it was very fun and we won big time, unlike this week against Auburn. I started another food delivery diet but this one is cheaper than the other one and they send you the food by the week. The portions are tiny and the food is great but I'm very hungry. I want to lose 10 pounds. I have still not smoked and this whole past week I didn't take my evening dose of Chantix and today I didn't take the morning dose either. Gonna see how that goes. My teacher told me the single leading cause of breast cancer is smoking while taking birth control pills. Oops. Will try to let that motivate me in my weak moments. I'm going home October 19-23 most likely. Maybe I will leave on the 22nd, I dunno yet. Depends on how much shit I have to have done for school when I get back. I'm getting my hair cut when I go home. Short. School is ok, very busy, have been learning what I can blow off and what I can't. I have started doing therapy in clinic and it's going great. Bought some toys today at Costco for clinic. Ron Paul was here in Nashville today but I couldn't go to the rally cuz I had to go to some stupid presentation on dysphagia. You don't want to know what dysphagia is. I have no life. I have purchased a Nintendo DS and have been playing Pokemon at the request of my friend Mack. I got the red one that is bundled with Brain Age 2. I need to remember to book my hotel room and hair appointments. I'm up later than normal tonite even though I got up early this morning. I think the new Law & Order SVU is kind of ghey. They are doing some really ghey "technology/computer" shit that is really unrealistic. The one I saw tonite was about the game Second Life, but in the show it was called Another Universe. It made me think of Will. Bleh. I have tickets to the Vandy/UGA game. I've gotten really used to getting up early. I don't enjoy being on the computer as much anymore but that might change once I get my wireless network up and running. I think I need a new network card though. I saw that show Chuck tonite by accident. They play good music in it but it's pretty lame. I think when the end of the semester rolls around I'm gonna be up shit creek with procrastination. Hopefully not. I can't wait until I get to go home for fall break and then Thanksgiving. Meetings here are kinda lame. I should try to go to more. I should call my sponsor. I have been taking vitamins and also Airborne. My house is still a disaster. I wonder when the scrubs I ordered are going to arrive? I found some old pictures in a box the other day...will scan them in soon and post them on people's myspace pages and freak them out. It will be very fun.
K that's it for now. Bye Bye.
Got the kittens, they are adorable. Had em for a week. I will try to find our cameras, take pictures and then post them before they get too big. Bought a wireless router today at Costco. Will try to set that up soon, too. Going to the Titans-Falcons game tomorrow with my mom and plan to root for the Titans. This town is lame and pretty ghetto and has no good food. I went to the Vandy game last week with my friend Emily from school and it was very fun and we won big time, unlike this week against Auburn. I started another food delivery diet but this one is cheaper than the other one and they send you the food by the week. The portions are tiny and the food is great but I'm very hungry. I want to lose 10 pounds. I have still not smoked and this whole past week I didn't take my evening dose of Chantix and today I didn't take the morning dose either. Gonna see how that goes. My teacher told me the single leading cause of breast cancer is smoking while taking birth control pills. Oops. Will try to let that motivate me in my weak moments. I'm going home October 19-23 most likely. Maybe I will leave on the 22nd, I dunno yet. Depends on how much shit I have to have done for school when I get back. I'm getting my hair cut when I go home. Short. School is ok, very busy, have been learning what I can blow off and what I can't. I have started doing therapy in clinic and it's going great. Bought some toys today at Costco for clinic. Ron Paul was here in Nashville today but I couldn't go to the rally cuz I had to go to some stupid presentation on dysphagia. You don't want to know what dysphagia is. I have no life. I have purchased a Nintendo DS and have been playing Pokemon at the request of my friend Mack. I got the red one that is bundled with Brain Age 2. I need to remember to book my hotel room and hair appointments. I'm up later than normal tonite even though I got up early this morning. I think the new Law & Order SVU is kind of ghey. They are doing some really ghey "technology/computer" shit that is really unrealistic. The one I saw tonite was about the game Second Life, but in the show it was called Another Universe. It made me think of Will. Bleh. I have tickets to the Vandy/UGA game. I've gotten really used to getting up early. I don't enjoy being on the computer as much anymore but that might change once I get my wireless network up and running. I think I need a new network card though. I saw that show Chuck tonite by accident. They play good music in it but it's pretty lame. I think when the end of the semester rolls around I'm gonna be up shit creek with procrastination. Hopefully not. I can't wait until I get to go home for fall break and then Thanksgiving. Meetings here are kinda lame. I should try to go to more. I should call my sponsor. I have been taking vitamins and also Airborne. My house is still a disaster. I wonder when the scrubs I ordered are going to arrive? I found some old pictures in a box the other day...will scan them in soon and post them on people's myspace pages and freak them out. It will be very fun.
K that's it for now. Bye Bye.
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