Sheesh

Ok. Today is Tuesday, October 16. I went to a meeting tonite, yay! First one in two weeks. That's not good. I have been having a lot of trouble figuring out how to balance my life. I have been spending a lot of time doing stupid bullshit around the house and not getting my work done. I've also been very busy during the weekdays and too tired to go to meetings at night. Then on weekends I get really lazy. It's not helping me. I am gonna be totally slammed starting next week and it's not gonna get any better before the end of the semester, only worse. And, I have to go out of town the weekend before the last week of school, which is really gonna fuck me. I need to get it together and get some discipline. I suck at that.

Anyway, I'm very excited about coming home this weekend. So far I've got it planned to drive down Friday night, check in to the Highland Inn. Then, Saturday morning my mom and I are going out to Marietta to get our hair done. I will get mine chopped off and then get my color done. Then, I'm gonna try to get back in time to get to L5P for The Seraphix, who are playing before the parade. Then, I'll do the parade. Later, I'll go to the 8pm E Atl meeting, which I am SO excited about! I do wish I could make it to the 545 on Friday but I don't even get out of class until 5pm Atlanta time so that's just not gonna work out unless I learn to teleport. So I'm really excited about getting to my home meetings! Then, I'm having lunch with my sponsor on Sunday, which I am also very excited about. I don't even know when the last time was that I saw her. It's been a while. I should call her more often. If I was someone else, I would say I'm working a shitty program lol. But I'm sober, so I guess that's the point? I dunno. I feel guilty about all the slacking I've been doing in all these different areas of my life. Maybe this is just an adjustment semester for me. I guess. I dunno. Probably I'll get into the swing of things.

So that's about it. I have two midterms Friday, then I leave. Then I have two papers/presentations due the following Friday which I have not started, and I will not have the weekend to do them. I'm pretty fucked in that regard. Dunno how I'm gonna work that out. I guess I'll just have to not sleep much or something, which I'm really bad at.

Ok, so I'm gonna go study and go to sleep. I have 8:30 am class tomorrow. Ta ta!